Monday, May 5, 2008

I'm back...

Okay so I am going to reveal a secret of mine of which I've only told one person about. I wouldn't consider myself bulimic, b/c my mom is big on the no privacy thing even when I'm in the bathroom. I am short with a very muscular build, but I've got a very nice body. But my mom says things about my size and she makes me feel large for some reason, I've just got really large and muscular legs thats what running an playing soccer will do. So I took up throwing up cuz I just can't not eat, not that I love food but also b/c she will suspect something. So, I find myself not throwing up b/c she hates it when I'm in the bathroom too long. But I actually find myself having to take a crap after I eat anyways ( I know TMI, but it's the truth, besides I'm only human). I'm not taking laxatives any more (it was prescribed, but i never really took it anyways, I hated it) But still, I guess you could say I have a problem. I never throw up at school, it takes too log for starters and bathroom is gross, but of course that wouldn't even stop me, even with my OCD. Well I'm going to go now...
thanx for listening
~TCE
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2 comments:

Emily said...

I used to throw up. Now I just starve and occasionally binge. I know those are bad for me, but I figure they're better than puking. I think you're brave for putting your throwing up problem out there in your blog. Do you see a therapist?

Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Chocolate Eclair said...

thank you so much for your input, but yea it really does help to let it out some way. i do have a shrink, but i havent discussed this yet with him, but i probably should

Friday, May 09, 2008

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