Dear God,

Okay, so I am cery confused, although I'm trying not to be, I am still very confused...about what...my Chemistry homework? What to do right now as I sit here at this lunch table all by my lonesome (although I an writing this at the moment so I am doing somehing)? Okay so scartch that one...I guess I am confused about life. But who isn't? Everyone has a right because we don't understand it. All we want to do is be selfish and enjoy our wordly possessions...idolatry. Yes. I admit it. I find myself wanting enjoyment through worldly things rather than seeking enjoyment in talking to You and worhipping You. Life is hard, yeah we all know that, but that's what makes it so interesting. I'm actually glad You have allowed hardships in our lives, because without them we wouldn't need You. Am I not correct. I just wish I would stop screwing up, and making 'you know who' so angry at me all the time. And I can't stand it when people accuse me of things I don't do. Most of the time when I tell the truth people think I'm lying, it's frustrating. Like I know I'm a 'virgin' and 'drug-free' and not 'alcoholic' and stuff, but for some reason I give people the impression that I do all of that stuff. I am totally against and You know that. I mean it's not right for people to judge me even if i did those things, but fortunately for me, I don't and I don't ever plan on doing them, at least I will some of them only legally; not the part about 'drugs'.
And that's all she wrote.

This is The Chocolate Eclair signing off...